Ruthless witnesses come forward;
they question me on things I know nothing about.
12 They repay me evil for good
and leave me like one bereaved.
13 Yet when they were ill, I put on sackcloth
and humbled myself with fasting.
When my prayers returned to me unanswered,
14 I went about mourning
as though for my friend or brother.
I bowed my head in grief
as though weeping for my mother.
15 But when I stumbled, they gathered in glee;
assailants gathered against me without my knowledge.
They slandered me without ceasing.
16 Like the ungodly they maliciously mocked;
they gnashed their teeth at me.
17 How long, Lord, will you look on?
Rescue me from their ravages,
my precious life from these lions.
18 I will give you thanks in the great assembly;
among the throngs I will praise you. NIVUK
David’s second prayer request to his ‘Divine Warrior’, concluding with a vow to praise Him when he experiences rescue (18), paints a picture of the essence of his suffering: he was repaid evil for good. He had been treated badly by those he treated well. He had loved and served and cared for them, and they had turned around and kicked him in the teeth. Sadly this is a common experience. There will be few pastors, if any, who will not have walked this road – perhaps several times over. But you don’t have to be in church leadership to have your love repaid with callous treatment. Let’s say it how it is: the betrayal of friends hurts like crazy. It is profoundly painful.
Again, though, David is an example to us. He points the way. Spread your case before the Lord, and trust Him to deal with it in His way and time. Don’t seek for revenge. Look to God for vindication. If verse 17 indicates that David’s anguish lasted a long time, verse 18 reveals that his heart posture was one of trusting the Lord to work things out. He was confident that He would.
In this fallen world we will not be able to avoid some undeserved pain, but knowing where we can turn for healing is all important.